The journal · Amsterdam · Written between sessions

Tantra Massage With Eyes Open or Closed: Which Is Better?

Eyes open or closed during a tantra massage? Most people close them without deciding, some find they cannot, and a few discover that open eyes suit them.

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It is a small question that few people ask aloud, yet it surfaces in the first minutes of nearly every tantra massage: where should my eyes be? Lying face down, the matter settles itself. Turning over is when it arrives, because suddenly there is a ceiling, a dim room and another person moving quietly at the edge of your vision, and the choice between looking and not looking starts to feel as though it might mean something. It does not mean anything. But the choice does change the texture of the hour, and it is worth knowing why.

Why most people close their eyes

For most of us, closed eyes are the body's own shorthand for rest. The moment the lids drop, a great deal of the information the brain is busy sorting simply stops arriving: the pattern of the curtains, the glow of a standby light, the movement of the therapist's arms. With less to watch, attention drifts inward toward sensation, and sensation is where the slow middle of the session happens.

Closing the eyes also removes the social part of lying face up in front of someone. There is no expression to manage and no question of whether to meet a glance. For a first session in particular, that relief is significant, and it is the reason nearly everyone chooses closed eyes without really deciding.

When closing them does not help

For some people the opposite is true. With eyes closed, every contact arrives unannounced, and a body that is already a little guarded stays braced for the next surprise. If that sounds familiar, open eyes are not a failure of relaxation. They are a reasonable way to keep the room predictable while the rest of you settles, and many people find that after twenty minutes of watching the ceiling their eyes close on their own without any decision. The note on anxious touch covers other ways to make the early part of a session feel safer.

Others simply find that closed eyes tip them toward sleep too quickly. If you want to stay present for a long session rather than drift in and out of it, resting your gaze somewhere soft keeps you near the surface.

What to do with open eyes in a tantra session

If you keep them open, give them somewhere calm to rest. The ceiling works well in a dim room. So does the steady, faintly flickering amber glow of the battery lights a therapist sets out, which is restful to look at in a way a lamp is not. What tends not to work is tracking the therapist's hands, since following the movement puts attention a fraction ahead of the touch and keeps the mind predicting, which is precisely the habit the format is trying to quiet.

The light itself matters a great deal. Open eyes in a bright room keep the brain alert; open eyes in low, warm light feel almost like closed ones. The guide to music, light and scent in a hotel room explains how to bring the room down to that level before the knock.

Eye contact

Some writing about tantra puts a great deal of weight on gazing, holding eye contact with a partner for long stretches as a practice in itself. That belongs to a tradition we borrow a word from, not to what happens in this room, and no therapist will ask for it. If your eyes meet hers at some point, nothing is required: she will not hold the look as a technique, and you are free to let your eyes close again or move to the ceiling.

A brief glance is also a perfectly natural way to check in. If you open your eyes to say that the room has become cold, or that you would like a pillow under the knees, that is exactly the kind of exchange the session welcomes.

Sleep masks and covering the eyes

If you would like full darkness but find it hard to keep your eyes closed, a soft sleep mask is a fine solution, and the one from a long-haul flight kit is ideal. Mention it at the start so the therapist knows it is your preference. What you will not be offered is a blindfold as part of the session itself. Covering the eyes is your choice to make for your own comfort, never something done to you.

Couples, eyes and each other

For a pair receiving at the same time, with two therapists working side by side, the question takes on a different shape. Some couples like to turn their heads toward one another now and then; others find it pulls them out of their own experience and into monitoring their partner. Neither is right. It can help to agree beforehand that you will each keep your eyes on your own session, and let a look across the room happen only when it happens naturally. The couples massage page describes how the side-by-side format is arranged.

The short answer

Close your eyes if it is easy. Open them if it is not. Change your mind as often as you like, because nobody is watching for it and nothing about the session depends on it. The pace and the warmth do their work either way.

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When the note is finished

Where the reading
can go from here

A journal note is kept short on purpose, one thought held only as long as it stays useful, while the longer pieces, the women who give the sessions and the plain figures each wait a single page away.

The long readings

The guides

Where a note lingers on a single detail, each guide follows one question all the way down, from the tempo of the breath to the way a hotel room is readied, and the shelf of guides keeps them together.

The practitioners

Who might knock

Every one of the forty-five women on call has a page of her own, showing the quarter she lives in and a few unhurried lines on how she likes a session to open, gathered under the practitioners.

The figures

What the time costs

€180 buys the hour whether it falls at noon or at three in the morning, €360 an hour brings two therapists together, and €1,250 covers an eight-hour night, all of it set out on the tariff page.

Close the page,
open the evening

Write with the hotel or the street and the length you have in mind; in about ten minutes the reply names a practitioner and the moment she expects to knock, which in the centre is usually twenty to thirty minutes later.